A couple of days after he auditioned for Mumbai Diaries 26/11, Satyajeet Dubey was requested to satisfy creator-director Nikkhil Advani. “He requested me, ‘Itne saal kahaan tha tu?’” laughs the actor, who performs a resident physician within the Amazon Prime Video collection. He hopes to emulate his cine idol Irrfan Khan some day, however is aware of he has an extended approach to go. For now, he’s specializing in cultivating his ability, one venture at a time. In a chat with mid-day, Dubey talks concerning the complexities of his position, and being overwhelmed by co-star Konkana Sensharma’s expertise.
Edited excerpts from the interview:
Where have been you on the evening of 26/11?
That was my second yr in Mumbai. I used to dwell in Andheri East in a matchbox home with three guys. That evening, police vans got here to our space, instructing everybody to remain of their houses. For lengthy, we didn’t know if it was a terrorist assault or a gang battle. It dawned a lot later that the town was below assault. I didn’t step out of my home for nearly three days. A gentleman in his late 30s, who lived subsequent to my flat, used to journey to VT. On the third day [since the attack], his lifeless physique arrived. To see it [the fall out of the attack] up-close was heart-breaking.
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Satyajeet Dubey performs Dr Ahaan Mirza
Did you are feeling such as you have been reliving the fear whereas taking pictures the collection?
Dr Sheikh, who was on the Taj Mahal Palace Hotel when it was below assault, was introduced on board to coach us. Since I used to be not within the midst of all of it, [it didn’t feel personal]. But as actors, you are likely to make every little thing really feel actual. So, mentally and bodily, I began going by means of [those emotions] between motion and lower.
In your chats with Dr Sheikh, did you ask him what his stand as a physician can be about treating a terrorist?
Doctors all the time take the Hippocratic Oath. The present too depicts that we’ve taken the oath the place we don’t choose the character; we see him solely as a affected person. That’s precisely what Dr Sheikh advised us. An fascinating side associated to that is proven within the collection, the place [certain characters] are in an ethical dilemma.
Did it’s a must to work extensively on choosing up medical jargon?
I needed to begin from scratch. There was no scope to improvise on set since you can’t fiddle round with the terminology. I used to document my dialogues, and play them repeatedly on my earphones like a meditation monitor. For a scene, I needed to deal with an aged woman, [examining] her from level A to level Z. At the final minute, Mr Advani requested me to start out from the accidents, and never together with her head. The whole flowchart went for a toss. In the collection, my character Ahaan Mirza suffers from Imposter syndrome; he feels that he’s a fluke. When Nikkhil sir modified the order, I used to be [lost]; it took me a number of seconds to assemble my wits.
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What concerning the collection challenged you as an actor?
My character doesn’t say a lot. So, I needed to convey so much by means of my eyes and silences. By the top of the shoot, I might be drained and emotionally spent. When I began determining the type of actor I needed to develop into, I used to be fixated with the works of Dilip Kumar, Balraj Sahni and Irrfan Khan. I’ve seen Maqbool  repeatedly, and would usually marvel how he communicated a lot restlessness by means of his eyes.
Can you simply shake off an intense character?
I’m studying to change off. While taking pictures for Prassthanam , Sanju sir [Dutt] as soon as advised me, ‘Beta, itna mat ghusa kar [character mein]. Kharch ho jaayega.’
Did anybody’s efficiency within the collection overwhelm you?
Sandesh Kulkarni, who performs a cop, is an outstanding actor as is Mrunmayee Deshpande. I used to be attempting my greatest to not behave like a fanboy round Konkona Sensharma. I might observe her, and realised that you simply can’t work out how she does it. We used to speak about Irrfan sir so much. She advised me that some individuals are born with [raw talent]. On the opposite hand, Balaji Gauri [Sister Cherian] mentioned that Irrfan wasn’t as nice when he began out, however he saved engaged on his abilities. So, some individuals are born with it, others domesticate it.
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