Former APRIL member Hyunjoo has launched her first private assertion about her dispute together with her company and the allegations that she was bullied by her bandmates.
Earlier this 12 months, Hyunjoo’s youthful brother made an online post alleging that the explanation she left the group in 2016 was that she was bullied by the opposite members. Another particular person claiming to be Hyunjoo’s highschool classmate made related allegations in a second put up that went into extra element in regards to the alleged bullying.
DSP Media—which at the moment homes each APRIL and Hyunjoo—responded with multiple statements denying the allegations. After Hyunjoo’s youthful brother made one other put up contradicting their denials, the company introduced that they might be taking legal action—each prison and civil—towards Hyunjoo and the individuals who had posted the allegations on-line.
On April 18, Hyunjoo took to Instagram to share her first private assertion in regards to the scenario.
Hello, that is Lee Hyunjoo.
Throughout the numerous conditions that arose coincidentally, I used to be very terrified of releasing my very own assertion.
Even now, I’m very afraid.
At the second, my company has solely launched statements which can be completely different from the reality, and so they have sued my youthful brother, who continues to be a younger pupil, and my acquaintances.
The mother and father of the perpetrators have additionally despatched me and my mother and father textual content messages of blame.
It’s true that I hesitated for a very long time as a result of I used to be terrified of how they might make me endure if I launched a press release in my very own voice.
However, despite that, for the sake of the individuals who confirmed braveness for me and the individuals who supported me, I felt like I wanted to lastly muster the braveness now not less than, which is why I’m penning this.
The bullying started in 2014, once I was making ready for my debut, and continued till 2016, once I left the group. I, who was 17 years outdated on the time, needed to stay in a dorm whereas making ready to debut, so I needed to spend 24 hours a day with the perpetrators in a spot the place there was nobody I might lean on.
Unable to endure it any longer, I advised my mother and father about my struggling, and my mother and father tried speaking to the CEO [of my agency]. However, I repeatedly discovered myself in a scenario the place I used to be blamed as an alternative. After the perpetrators discovered about this, they tormented me much more. I used to be solely allowed to name my mother and father briefly and in entrance of our supervisor, and in these varieties of the way, the scenario turned worse, and I saved feeling smaller and smaller.
What has change into public information is barely a small fraction of what happened.
During these three years, I used to be compelled to endure due to violent actions and conduct, ridicule, swearing, and assaults on my character, and it was particularly painful to bear groundless insults and assaults on the character of my treasured grandmother, mother, dad, and youthful brother. The company knew about this, however solely regarded on with out taking any measures to reply.
Because of this, I fell right into a darkness of which I couldn’t see the top, and I made an excessive choice, nevertheless it didn’t look as if they felt something or felt even the slightest bit apologetic. Using the explanation that my company one-sidedly ready for me, I ended up leaving the group, and because of this, I needed to face repeated malicious feedback, ridicule, and even the stigma of being a traitor.
Because I felt prefer it was my fault that I had given my household unerasable scars, I attempted to stay extra diligently, positively, and healthily.
However, even after time had handed, it wasn’t straightforward to overlook the reminiscences of my hardships.
The darkish reminiscences of that point remained in a nook of my coronary heart, and so they turned a trauma that appeared like it might swallow me complete.
I needed to undergo a tough time through which I negatively affected not solely myself, however the folks round me.
While I used to be going by that, the folks round me mustered quite a lot of braveness on my behalf, which is how we arrived at the moment scenario.
Now I’m additionally attempting to muster up braveness for my youthful brother and acquaintances.
As a results of this expertise, I’ve realized that there are a lot of people who find themselves cheering me on and for whom I’m grateful.
Thanks to the individuals who fear about me and ask me how I’m doing every day, I used to be capable of acquire energy.
I additionally realized that there are a lot of people who find themselves affected by emotional wounds which can be just like mine.
It looks like the bullying and ostracism we endure once we are younger stays with us as trauma.
I believe it’s not possible for everybody on the earth to get together with me, and hateful emotions can naturally develop at occasions. However, I don’t assume violence or bullying will be justified for any purpose. I imagine that ostracism and bullying towards anybody, wherever should disappear it doesn’t matter what.
Although I’m nonetheless scuffling with the trauma and reminiscences of that point even now, after seven years have handed, I imagine I mustn’t resign myself to the truth that I can’t get well and stay my life unhappily.
That’s why I need to present the individuals who have gone by related ache to my very own that victims can even get well from their wounds and stay fortunately and healthily once more.
I additionally need to repay the people who find themselves rooting for me by exhibiting them that I’ve overcome this case.
I sincerely thanks for giving me numerous help and energy.
You have given me quite a lot of braveness.
At the second, all my actions by my company have been halted, and any new work that has been provided to me has been one-sidedly rejected with out consulting me. The company has additionally said that they can not terminate my unique contract.
From now on, I’ll not stand by with out taking motion to guard myself, my household, and my acquaintances.
I may even reply to the prison lawsuit my company has filed towards me with the assistance of the people who find themselves supporting me.
Although it gained’t be straightforward, I’ll attempt to present you that I’ve recovered by a big selection of actions and a brand new, more healthy, and brighter aspect of myself, after I wrap this up properly and go away my tough previous behind.
For each myself and all of the folks studying these phrases, I hope that the remainder of the month shall be comfortable and heat.